ahahah.. xanga is so old, but i love to read back at my blogs.
"i can use a dream or a genie or a wish, to go back to a place much SIMPLER than this."

hello world<3
so much has been going on in this crazy life of mine. new school, new friends, new life. lately, i feel like music and art are the only things that can take me away from reality for a split second, especially music. today, my brother gave me a call and opened my eyes to something that i've been aware of, but haven't been giving lots of thought about it. sometimes i feel so thankful for having brothers that understand what i go through or are in the same situation that i am in. i love the fact we are able to have a close bond. hey, soul sister brothers.

i can't believe my first year in college is almost OVER. time goes by too fast sometimes and it only gets faster as life goes on. today i woke up and nelson chan came to visit uci and took me out to eat at taco bell! today was like a once in a life time, i ordered 2 burritos at taco bell, but they messed up and gave me my order twice! =) anywho, today i went on a field trip for my bio2b class, we went to the san joaquin sanctuary and we duck/bird watched. it was pretty fun, but then it got really boring when we had to observe them, because the duck i was observing, the cinnamon teal, flew away. =/ i'm so happy though, today was my LAST FIELD TRIP, so from now on, my thursdays are ABSOLUTELY free. =) mmm after the field trip i came back to uci and hung out in ken's room for a bit, i was tryna nap but i was texting people so i ended up not napping. at 6ish ken and i met up with ross and went to the spring fling at our school, WOOO! food =) they had ELOTES<3 but the food made my stomach hurt =/ after i ate i came back to my room to do my writing blog, when i finished i went to the ca meeting bc i was going to go to their after event at zotzone, but i had to pay to go in =( so dillon, my big, walked me back to my hall =) and now i've been watching sunset blvd for my class, the movie is BORING, do not watch it. well that sums up my day. time to sleep :) i have a 9am class tomorrow =( BOOOO.

OHH! tomorrow i'm going home to have a family dinner bc my mom's bday was on wednesday :) we're thinking about coconut bay or banana bay =D<3 THAI FOOD. nomnomnom.

toodles<3 goodnight world.

helllllllo =)
so FRIDAY i had a BLAST :D kekeke jason took me on an adventure :)
well firstt i went to my cell phone company then office depot :) and then jason went to his aunts to pick things up and i went home and got ready :) so around 120ish jason and i headed off to somewhere that he did not let me know :) we ended up going to another westfeidl mall on topango cyn :D it was SOOOO BIGGG!<3 kekee we couldve gotten lost :( and after the mall he took me to this place that had  LOTS of rocks and we went on a mini hike! :) it was prettyfun. something that i never thought jason would do with me =)) the view was sooo nice from the top =DDD and thenn we took pictures and etc and took little pit stops :D and then...

after the hiking we went to eat at in n out so yummy<3 and it was soo funny bc i was like
"woww is there a beach aroudn here or somethigN?!?! everyone is wearing bathing suits!!!"
and then jason was got nervous and he was like .. "uhhh noo! they probably went to a swimming pool"
so that sounded reasonable and i said "ohh yeahh maybe thats where they went"

soo after we ate we drove down topanga cayon for teh LONGEST TIMME> and we went up this canyon and the scenery was soooo gorgeous :) and thenn we got to the other side of the canyon and we hti the city again and.. it ends up that the canyon led to a BEACHHHH<3 and then i was like.. holding it inside and i was lke umm where we going? and then later i saw signs that said "SANTA MONICA" and igot soo xcited! bc i've NEVER been to SANTA MONICA PIER<3333 :) i was soooooooooooooo happy! kekek<3 :D and then me and jason went on rideeeees and then we played games<33 i had a blast :D and then on the rollercoaster for the picture me and jason made a heart :) and then we heard someone say "awww how cute that couple made a heart" HAHA made me smile :)

after the santa monica peir, jason took me to diddy something ! the icecream sandwich place right across the street from ucla that is supposedly BOMB!<3 i saw chalex there too :) keke i finally graduated alex :) no more coming back to drill team asking "didn't you graduate?" well i got chocolate chip cookies with expresso icecream :) it was pretty delicious<3

<3 what an adventurous day! =) i had sooo much fun :D


Saturday
hrmms not muchh! fourth of july :)
i woke up at 1 somethign and then i dont' remember much of what i did =X
but i remember at like 5 i went over to my cousins house for dinnner with the familia :)
hahah my baby neice and nephew were there<3 so efffing cute :) alison started to cry and me my cousin and my aunt did not know what to do ! AHAHAH we were liek shitt it wont stop crying :( AHAHAH and then later my little cousin jonathan and nephew sean BAD COMBO! 6 and 7 year old!! went to play fireworks outisde for a bit and etc then we went to the almansor park :) omgg thsee little rascals! but i love them theyre' so cute =) well i left my famly and then went to dlam kelly jonastayyy and other people ;D and then after the showw me and babygirl patriciaaa<3 went to get free elotesss :) keke complimentary of el capitono anthony<3 the corn was bad :( bc it wasnt' corn season so we tossed it =XX and then we all just stood aroudn talking and etc and then me ed dlam kelly sherry and jonastay albert walked back to eds house bc thats wehre teh car was, but jason van trung nguyne picked me up an took me to pee at tea station :) then 711 for chps and then we talked a bit an dthen i went home =)



SUNDAY
hrmms just woke up and ate and watched some tv and then jason and i went to 711 to get me some CHILI DRIED PLUMS<3333 yumm! and then we went to kohls bc we got bored and dint' like anything :( and then i went to jasons house for a bit but we got bored and hungry so we left and got pudding milk tea and pho 79 SO YUMMY<3 tomatoe rice with some chickena nd then took it back to my house and i ate my banh hao :) and watched HANNAH MONTANNA!!! "gotcha" and "he could be the one" so effing cute :) poooey jason didn't get to watch "he could be the one" with me :( he had to go home.


MONDAY
basically just looked for roommaates and help my mom clean the hosue and etc and then helped cook and such =)
today was a bum it day :D


<3toodles

its freaken 4:52 and i am still up! :)

YAY summer time :)
soo far i didn't get to do much. my cousins from alabama and chicago are here :)
i went to OH beach house wednesday night till friday afternoon :D
and then friday i went to my cousins house and etc in the pomona area :)
adn then i went down to san diego. satruday afternoon i went kayaking and snorkling and such =)
came back saturday night :) got home at liek 12! and thenn my cousin and i watched mys assy girl
and then sunday my cousin from alabama had to leave :(

this week i didn't do much :) i just went to like the mall to buy small things =)
and then todayyyy

today i woke up at 1:20? and then i ate lunch and etc watched tv and played games and such.
i waited ALLLL day for teh car to come home :( my brother said he'd he home by 3 so i can use it,
but he never got home by 3! :( so i had to wait and wait and he finally came hom at like 645!!
so then at 7 i picked up jonas to go to the mall toe xchange thigns :) we were also suppose to go to get some shaved ice :( but we never did =/// BOOO! bc then i got into an argument with my mom -_____-
so then he was like yeahh i think you shoudl just go home aftter the mall and then we'll get shaved ice next time ^_^
so yupp :) pretty lame but w/eeeee.
piss me off =/ my mom killed my day boo. lol

anywhoo now i'm home and such :)
toodles<3 :)

hellllllo. SO PROM, MAY 15, 2009<33

i went to school like a good girl 0=) during 2nd period i learned a new cool game =) idk what its called, joanne and daniel taught me and raymond =) and then i went to all my other classes. during 5th i just sat on the table REALLY doing nothing. =X

soooo after school 10:36 for me, i had to rush to my hair appointment at 10:45!!!. i hoped the gate with jason =X right next to mr.mottas room :D =XXX and then i was getting it done at the hair salon and jason brought me carls jr :) omgggggg the lady SICK TEASED my hair!! and jazmine came after she finished with school. and then our hairs were done atl iek 1220 and we ehaded to west co! :D kkoh and jaz got their eyebows done. then we went to jazmiens house =) and then we all got ready. then went to xpose and met up with our dates :) and snap snap and we took our pictures =) yayyy<3 xpose pictures<333 :D i really like this one pose more than the rest :) thenn we finsihed at liek 5ish. and then me jason jay and margaret went to starbucks to get a caramel frap and then we met up with some oh people at 4th st at school. then we headed to prom =))) long ass line to get onto the yacht :(((

and then yeahh so the ngiht was bomb!!<3 ended too early :( ate and took lpa pictures then the cariture pics and dancing<3. it ended all too fast, i barely got to dance! :(( after wards OMG sick detour =/// we went to kt cafe where A LOT of people went. me and patricia had a nice talk<3 :) and me jason jesse and patricia had liek a double date dinner<3 cuties. i was sooo effing tired so then after we ate i sped to take jay and jason home ^_^ then i came home and showered. i felt so dirtyy ;( my hair wasn't to hard to wash =) i just like put the shampoo in my hair for a little longer and etc :) and then i knocked out right away =) i was sooo exhasutedd!


and then today i had drill team pickups =) and amanda got me some yogurt land WOOHOO :D

toodles<33




walking back from the yacht to the cars :) we ran ahead and went on the stage in the center and danced around as we waited for the rest to catch up to us. and then i heard sujan yell "take a pic." so then later on after group pictures we took this picture<3 =) the lighting is GORGEOUS. ty david for the pic :)

GEEEEEE. i have not updated for a long time!
i've been lagggggin :(

OMGGG. so jason had the CUTESTTTTTTT idea to ask me to prom mannn! :( but he couldn't do it bc of the manager! FAILL :( so he wanted to go watch a movie with me. and then beckii would go into the projection room and put a cut out of the word "PROM" on the movie screen and he'd have roses on the side of teh seat. SOO EFFING CUTE HUH!?!? so creative man!<3 :) but booooo beckiis manager wouldn't let him do it =((

OKAY. so i have calc finals coming up on wednesdaY! AHH! so nervouss mann!

anywhoo so FRIDAY.
peprally schedule so i just woke up late and went to schoool =)
1st period had psychology and just chit chatted and etc. and i texted around and me and amy were tlaking about something forgot what!
2nd period calc. we just did our presnetation on problems and etc. and me and jonathan compared ouro answerss
3rd period vocab/lit testt. muchoo extra credit.
4th period took out pics for the  stage show pamphlet. woot senior crowns :)
5th period MOTTA MOTTAAA. i just fnished my drawing and played games
hrmmms.. and then after school i went to jasons house to eat some pasta<3 YUMM =) and then i went to the sangabriel play house to take drill team pictures. and then i went to peach house for lauleas fundraiser my drink fucken took 40 mins! i was gonna go ask for a refund bc i was super hungyr, tired, and had a headache! but then my drink was ready =). hrmms went home ate and drank my drink and then laid on the couch omgg i felt liek barfing and i was soo tired man!!

SATURDAYYY.
sooooo i woke up and then i went to go get my bangs cut =) went to jasons houes to eat some more pastaaa<3 :D i had no breakfast ;( and then i went home and he went to math class. i watched bring it on in it to win it and did my english hw :) and then after that i laid around watching hannah montanna. later i gotta do my practice ap -____- 1.5 hrs man! :( efff! hrmms jason also dropped off some albertos with mhonggg. yummy! hrmms and chyeahh thats about it :( boring dayyyy!


<3 toodless!